Felicia, 16
My big day, 26th April.
Life has been tough for me.
I learn from every mistakes I've made.

; I can't hold my tears anymore ,
} I just miss our past ..

& Me & Baby still not okay yets ..
He kept working this few days..
& He claims that he's busy ..
I smsed him, he only reply when he's free ..
I understand, but he even have to work on valentines ..
& I got to spend valentines alone ..
It's the 4th day already ..
Don't know how much time he needs ..
He says he needs time , to think about he can make me happy & all that..
This one need to think one ?...
I really miss how we are last time .. )':
& I only could say ..
It really hurts but i'll still wait ..
wait for us to be like last time ..
I've been crying this few days, does he know? ..
& I'm trying to be strong already lahs ..
But i'm still weak in the heart .. I wonder if he wants to run away from reality for how long ..
I can't take it anymores ..
Seriously, which girl can take it ..
Yes, we still meet each other ..
But we only sit far away from each other ..
keeping quiet & not talking ..
when going home, he doesn't even hold my hands ..
when i cry he doesn't even hug me ..
I really miss those past ..
How i hope i could calm down& don't care about anything ..
I'm physically & mentally tired.
We're going up& downs.
I need a shoulder to cry on.
I appreciate girlfriend who's always there.
But i really, & seriously need a shoulder.