Felicia, 16
My big day, 26th April.
Life has been tough for me.
I learn from every mistakes I've made.

Yeah yeah.
We both are not getting better.
Although it's been quite a time..

No matter what, Happy 11th month okaye?
I still love youe, Baby.
But my anni wasn't a happy one.
Neither was it a romantic one.
I spent it alone myself.

& Whatever loh, okaye ? ..
I have Junxuan at least. )':
Actually Baby said want to meet me on 25th duhs.
But then. He said he's afraid that he'll dao me.
& Doesn't want to quarrel on our anniversary.
Then, end up. Also never meet lohs.
Suan liaos lah..

I'm sad okaye?
I know I'm not a good girlfriend.
You are a good boyfriend.
Maybe I shouldn't blame you that you've changed so much.
It might be my fault, that caused your change.
I really don't know lahs. I'm down. Seriously.

Although you told me you don't need time anymore.
& We can get back to how we are last time.
But, I just sense that. We're just different.
No matter the upteen times you said that you'll be like the past.
But, the feeling's just not there anymore ; boy.

I won't blame you, I won't.
I blamed myself. Inside my heart.
I blamed myself for not being a good girlfriend.
Probably thats why there's a sudden change in you yeah?

& I really don't know what to do anymores.
Loneliness made me felt like crying.
The days without you, I've really missed you.
Even on the 25th, I spent myself at home.
Alone, sobbing away.

Yet, to you. Our 25th is so, not that important.
Maybe it was important, to you.
But I just don't feel my importance in your heart anymores.
Even my, presence in your heart toos. )':

; I seriously love youe.
I loved you with all of my strength.
Until the end, I'm really tired. With no strength anymore.
I need youe. You weren't there for me.
I cried, & you seems as if you don't care.
Maybe you cared. & You just don't want to show it out.
But, I don't even feel it.