Felicia, 16
My big day, 26th April.
Life has been tough for me.
I learn from every mistakes I've made.

You just wouldn't change your attitude towards me.
It's totally a sad thing.
Why can't you just change your attitude?
Your attitude sucks, please.
Sleeping is all you do. Sleep till you die lah. Okeh!
Die, & Your corpse rot! Rot! Grow moulds too.
The best maggots. Fuck. I'm so eff-ing angry with you.
Should I say that I hate you? No I won't.
I still love you. (: But I'm like having a mixed feeling.
I don't know. ): Hai.
Change your attitude please!
You chicken you. You never even change for me.
& You still say you love me? Fuckyou.

Moodless today. Sian. Seriously no mood lah okey.
How would I still be happy if I don't get msgs from him for the whole day? Freak. ): I'm so sad!

FuckLife. FuckLove. FuckSchool. FuckParents. FuckEnemies.
FuckBoyfriend. & FuckMe too. (:

I hate myself. For being so uselss now.
& Girlfriend. You said. I'm like running away from reality.
Yes, I am. I'm running because I've no courage to face it alone.
How do he want me to face all this myself?
When he really made me so heartbroken..
Sorry Girlfriend, if I made you sad. See-ing me like this.
But, i hope.. He can face with me together..
But he doesn't. ): My heart feels so suan..
I really miss him okeh? I really missed him.. ):
6 More days to 25th only, do he really take me to his heart importantly?
I don't feel that importance anymore.. )':
& I'm still wondering.. If he will accompany me on the 25th?..
As well as my birthday also ..
I'm really so sad..