Felicia, 16
My big day, 26th April.
Life has been tough for me.
I learn from every mistakes I've made.

22/03. -
Sms-ed with Baby. & I was rather sad. Hai.
I asked if me & his bros. Who more important.
Although he said me. But to me, I don't exist inside his heart anymore.
Last time he would accompany me no matter what. Don't care bros one.
Now, abandon me & accompany his bros.
& I was telling him. Okeh loh, since I not that important.
Then why youe still together with me? I really sad lah.
Then I was like. Telling him.
'Oh, your bros more important loh i know.' & He kept saying sorry.
I told him sorry wasn't what I want. What I want is him to change.
Eh, he said he loves me. & He treats me like total shit.
& I really don't know wth he's thinking lah. ):

23/03 -
I smsed Baby. He said he was busy.
Then I asked him busy with what. He told me he was at funland.
& I was like, okeh loh. After that. He told me that he was busy because he's chatting with his brothers. Then like need msg me. Very mafan.
I was like, heartbreak! Cb. & I felt like I'm sibei extra. & Cause disturbance to them. & I told him nevermind loh, youe chat with them.
He said sorry, he wasn't saying I'm disturbing & blahblahblah.
After that I cried loh. Because I really felt I'm not important anymore okehs? Hai, i hate youe.

24/3 -
Morning wake up, msg Baby loh.
& He was like asking me to accompany him tomorrow..
But I don't feel like meeting him . ):
Because I know in the end also will quarrel dur ..
Very sad luh, halfway sms-ing him.
Halfway crying in Daddy's car. Reach school also cry.
Sians man. ): Not that I don't love him lur.
I ask him choose bros or me. He said.
'Can accompany both?' I was like. Hai.
Since your bros more important than me, then.. ):
Still, looking forward to tomorrow ..
Bought present for Baby. Tomorrow 1 year lur (:
But when I told him I have present for him, he say he never buy.
Whatever lah -,- Lol. & I ask him what we intending to do tomorrow.
He said don't know. I want him to do what then he do.
I sibei dulan lah. Jitao reply him. 'I don't want lah. Like that is like I one person want everything only. Then you only do what I want. I don't want.' & He keep hais, sorry. Tomorrow won't be a good anni okeh? x/3.

Off to watch AhWang. Byes, & Boxim people are F.U.C.K.E.R.S.
Recently very hate people who're boxim.
Keep feeling like want go gan them. -,-

Baby - Still, ILoveYou.
Happy 1Year in advance..