A 'lil drunk and I need you now.

Alright, the picture above was edited by PearlinOh. :D

Pretty nice laa, but that pooh a bit tinteh. (: Hahahas. From 2 person picture, become 3 person's lah. C: She spent time looking for those software for editing pictures one lah, she said photoshop cannot. Hah, finally she found! (:

& I feel that Baby's avoiding me lah. Not answering my phone calls, not replying to my msges. I waited about 2 hours until he finally replied. & What he replied was only saying : I playing game mah.

I know he'll be at funland for sure. Even if he's playing game or something, can't he just text me & say that he'll be replying to my msges late? Without msges, phone calls or anything ; I'm waiting for his replies & everything like an idiot. See how foolish will I be ? & I texted him a msg. Saying 'Until today I know lur, you did not care at all.' & He never reply still. Whatever, I've nothing to say.

Felt the heartbreak, & msg Baobei. She said I should let go. But how can I? I couldn't. Whenever I think about letting go, putting myself down to hate/dislike him. What flashes back in my mind was, the happiest moments that I've had with him. & It holds me back,seriously. It holds me tightly. Making myself not to let go.

Sometimes I know that letting go might be a better thing. Maybe he'll be happier with his friends, & I'll be happier with mine too. But how happy could I go without you? I've been crying for nights, & my msgs are still not being replied. I hope you could understand more, seriously baby. This is how you treat me, but I've never put the blames on you. Blames on myself, I shall elaborate.

Alright, I shall not say more about unhappy things okay. But my mood's just not okay. I feel like going out, also feel like staying at home. Which one to choose I don't know laa. But the HSA letter had not come yet, & today's saturday already.

Maybe I should go to somebody's house to get my mood cheered up? I don't know, I just want to be at indoors. But then not at my house. Hahaha. Such weird feelings. C: I'm thinking of going to baobei's house chatting with her & so. But I'm also thinking of going farfar. I don't know lah. Haiyo-h. The most I want is to meet baby lah, but he should be sleeping like a pig now. Baobei's now audi-ing, waiting for her to come out then say loh (:

Right now, I shall just cool down. & Try to cheerup. C:

& I love my lovely friends. - Especially Junxuan, Pearlin, Qiuyun& Weiling ♥

No matter what, they'll just try to cheer me up one. Sometimes I should think more of being with my friends who care about me, rather with baby who does not care about me ~

But, this kind of thing. I also don't know how to say laa. Last time we used to meet everyday, so I could spend some time with friends also. But now, sometimes even the whole week I don't get to meet him. So when I have the chance to meet him, of course I would go & meet him. Because he really have no much time to be with me dur .. Even if he has, he wouldn't. So when he wish to, I just go & meet him? I feel cheap like that, whatever. But I feel that he change alot lah. Now when he need me, he want me accompany him. When he don't need me, he just put me aside. How sad. ):

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Come back to my side please. )': You don't know how terrible I felt.

& Chalet coming up on May holidays! How exciting. But, I've checked the internet. It's extremely expensive okay? $1,260 for 4 days 3 nights, 2 room lah. But for 1 room, it's already $630 already okay! Imagining 10 person going ONLY, will have to pay $100+ per person already. Omg.

I'm hungry now, hahahah.

Who's free to go out tomorrow? To 'study'. :x

If you're free, contact me okay C: But I'll see if I can get to go out {: