Felicia, 16
My big day, 26th April.
Life has been tough for me.
I learn from every mistakes I've made.

My mood was, ARGHHHHH. Didn't get to meet her up.
Nabeh. Dua meeeeee! Simply pissed. Grrrrhs.
Morning, 5am wake up already. Because received Baby's msg.
He said she'll not be coming & so so so ~
& He asked me to let the matter rest. I said NO.
& He kept pleading me to pang sua lahs. But i said i won't. ._.
Baby like, keep helping her can? I asked if he was.
He said nope. Lol. Then he said. If want settle, then settle with him. -,-
He said, if I want. I can slap him. Fuck lah.
How would I slap him? Unless I'm crazy or mad. Zzz.

Then he said that he's going crazy & he's tired.
I asked him why he felt like this. He never reply.
After school, i bombed him wake up.
& Then force him to reply. D:
He said, because he don't want problems to happen.
& I said, okeh loh. I don't create problem liao. -,-

Very tired when reached home lah. Used com.
& Then napped. For quite long leys. Haha.
Woke up at 7plus. Went to bath & Had dinner.
Msged baby. & Then had a bit of quarrel luhs.
Almost broke too. Then i kept crying. -,-
Like water tap. Hah.
Because I said. No matter how hard I tried, we just don't get back.
Then he asked if I want a breakup ? I said I msg him later.
In the end, never break lah (:
Then, still had tiffs with him. Sigh*
I said. He kept accompanying his brothers. & Neglect me like that.
Last time he used to accompany me & stuffs.
Everything I used to have last time, I lost it now. Hai.

Very tired, then went to sleep..

I just want to hear you say that i'm the most important to you..
I just want you to accompany me, Is that so difficult?
Or i don't stand a place in your heart anymores?..
I want the baby in the past. ):