Felicia, 16
My big day, 26th April.
Life has been tough for me.
I learn from every mistakes I've made.

Finally, people. (:
Hehs. I'm in super duper very good mood today :D
Morning, wake up.
Thens i msg-ed Baby told him I wake up lur.
& Surprised that he never sleep.
Thens we chat-ted for awhile. (:

& He said he wants to meet me yeahs.
I asked him : 'I thought you need time? Then why still will meet me? ):'
& He replied to say that he's fine already.
After that he sent me a longlong msg.
Saying that he really changed back to how he was last time lur.

He said. Like this carry on. Everyday, we'll only be xinku only.
& I told him. You also know will xin ku ah? & He said sorry.
& Thens. He told me. That his brother said seh better.
& Baby kind of keep want seh? But he told me, that if I don't like. He won't seh. But in the end ley. I told him I don't want he seh. He like, keep persuading lohs. He don't mean his words. ):
But I'm already happy enough okay?
Whole day, I was like. Super duper hyper. :D

Hehs. But, seriously. I don't want him to seh. & I also told him. If he want seh, I seh with him. -,- He said cannot. I must be guaiguai. Lol? I replied him. You also never guai, why should i guai? ):
Hehs. He said. He not guai nevermind. & I immediately reply. No, I want you guai. :x
He kept saying that. He will only seh sometimes. & Told me, 1 week abbout 1 or 2 times. But I insist on not letting him seh can ?

Haiyahs. After that. He like angry lohs. & I very dulan luhs. I straight away reply him. Say. Nevermind loh, you want seh you go seh. Since you don't even let me care.
I don't know what the fuck is wrong with him can?
Get so angry easily nowadays. & I told him. This is not the Baby I used to know.
& He told me. He don't know why he gets to angry easily also.
Although we're back to last time. But somethings, are just different lahs. ):

& I really want to totally totally be same as last time.
I know. I'm naive. I'm unreasonable sometimes.
I know I can't keep forcing him to change. But. This time.
It's him himself who says he want to be back like last time.

& I really, wholeheart-edly believe him. (:
I Love You. Muahmuah. x3

Baby, I need you to understand.
The reason I don't want you to seh.
Is because. I just want to stay with you like normal couples.
Don't want you to touch anything.
I won't touch anything also. But, you just don't understand. ):
Hai. I cared, only for your own good.
& I'm afraid. After you used to seh. You'll be craving for it.
& I don't want you to be no life can?
You no life = I no life.
But. Although this. I still told you that.
As long as you're happy lohs. )':