Felicia, 16
My big day, 26th April.
Life has been tough for me.
I learn from every mistakes I've made.

Zomg. I'm not in that much mood to post.
I hate my mother. I hate her. & Seriously I do. ._.
Okay. I wanted to go out today. So asked dad. Dad allowed.
I was so delighted. Then went bath. After that told Mum. & She said. My results like that, Still want to go out. Then i said, I don't care. & I told her. 'Daddy already say can already.' Then she said. I don't care you. I don't allow means don't allow. Fuck rights? This shows how fucking can a mother be. I can't totally say that she's a bad mother. & I also can't say that she's a good one too. She's trapped between bad&good. ._. & I was so angry. I called dad. & Told him Mum was being so damn unreasonable. He asked me to faster go out & come back. But, I already dulan until don't want liao. Pekceh! & I already showed respect for her okay. She ask me don't go out. I never. If I don't show respect for her, the first thing I'll do is don't care her!

Damn angry can? After that. I smsed dad. & Told him. I not going out already. Mum like this. I go out also no mood. & I still scolded him yeah? Not really with vulgarities luh. I told him. 'Teacher say one, you all believe. Your daughter say one, you all don't believe. Then up to you all lah.' Heh, after i sent that msg. I was a bit guilty. I shouldn't have sent that msg luh. It'll be so hurting to dad can? If it was, I'm sorry. )':

Sorry Baobei too. Can't accompany you last minute. & You have to go home alone. Sorry. ): I promise, I'll accompany you next time alrights? It's a promise, It's a must. :D

Baby woke-d up & He smsed me. Heh. I was happy. :D But then. I can sense that. Still got something different luhs. & That is. His temper. He gets angry so easily can. )': But for the rest. Okay liaos. We've got back to last time. (: I'm so happy ~

Haiyoh. Actually. A bit quarrels halfway through we sms. I was reading the letter that Baby gave-d me. & Then i cried. ._. So easy to cry one right? Then. I was asking Baby if he remembered what he wrote in the letter. He said some. & I asked what. He said. Not sure. Then i kind of. Disappointed. )': & I told him. Do you know I need you there? He said yup. & He cheered me up. Thanks Baby, I know you still care. :D & He promised me not to seh. I Love Youe. (: Hehs. & In the end. I rake-d up the past a bit luh. But not bad things, good things. (: I told him. Do you remember, you said. Your wish is to marry me? He said Yup. & He said he really wants to marry me.

& Ofcourse. I said I'll marry him also lahs. But I told him something. I told him. We now like this, also don't know can last or not lur. How can marry? )': & He said can. This, already enough to build up my confidence lur. :D & He asked me to promise that I'll marry him. & I promised. x3 I Love Youe!

After sms-ing for awhile. He told me that he's a bit busy & will msg me later. I shall wait for his msg okay? (:

& See -
The too-bored watermelon with his drawings on Msn. ._.



Nights people, & I Love Everyone :D

Especially those who comfort-ed me when I'm down. No matter you're by my side, or not. Just a little comfort would already do. (:
- Special thanks to.
Junxuan BodohGirlfriend.
Pearlin Baobei.
Lynn Dami.
Diana Dearest Jie. & Lastly,
Watermelon.
& Also. My Baby x3


& I Love You all. x3