Felicia, 16
My big day, 26th April.
Life has been tough for me.
I learn from every mistakes I've made.

; Found out almost everything.
- & I'm deeply hurt, I need to heal the wounds.
I doubt I can heal it in a short period of time,
As I'm seriously hurt. )':

Physically, & mentally tired.
Yesterday night, midnight then sleep luhs.
Then still have to wake up so early. Damn it lahs.
Then when Dad ask me to wake up,
So feel like telling him i'm lazy. But confirm nag again luh.
I'm tired. Really tired already. )':
Somehow, went for the workshop for the last 30mins.
After that, bus-ed back home.
The journey home, I'm thinking of baby.
Somehow, felt like crying. But held back my tears.

I admit, love is not a thing for me.
Seriously, it's not a thing for me.
I know it'll still go this way, no matter how hard I try.
We wouldn't be happily together like the past.
Every single thing that I do, is moodless.
Although I did brought a smile on my face. )':
If we're not like this now, I promise. No matter what I do, I'll always have that smile on my face.

Friends - Pearlin, Lynn, Junxuan & All.
Thanks for the cheering up, the comforts that you all gave.
No matter i'm cheered up or not, but I still really appreciate you all.
Sorry for being moodless sometimes if I'm hanging out with you all.
I love you all.

Aren't we, fated to be?
All things will come this way. All because of her. I know I can't blame her for everything. Maybe it was my fault when some things came out this way. I'm not a good girlfriend. )': Jealous, sad, angry & heartbroken is how I feel now. The happiness & the laughters I used to have, it's all gone now. I won't say I'm suffering, & unhappy being with you. Because I don't want to leave you. If I leave you, I'll feel even unhappy. & Even, suffering more. iloveyou. ♥

I'm seriously sorry. I won't say that you're the one who broke my heart & everything. Because, I agree that. Not only I'm the one who's hurt. Sometimes, I might say something that hurt you too. But I just don't know. You mean more than everything to me. You're the best thing I had in my life. I'm trying real hard to control my emotions, so it won't be a reason to cause us having conflicts. Will you be back to how you were, sent me msges every single minute to keep me company? I seriously miss those msges that you used to send, & I miss those little sweet things you said too. )': You know, I really missed you ?

Sorry, if I venged too much on my blog.
& I need someone to comfort me, give me advices.
Not people who still be so sarcastic & harsh on their words.
I already feel bad enough inside, please don't add on.
Unless you really hate me okeh? I have nothing more to say then.

Bye!