Felicia, 16
My big day, 26th April.
Life has been tough for me.
I learn from every mistakes I've made.

& I'm so bored. Boredom do kills.
Grounding kills even MORE.

I can feel that you're avoiding me.
Really, even if you're not trying to avoid me. But the things you do, the way you react. Somehow made me feel that you're. I msged you last night, 3 msges to ask you why you din't reply. & You still din't reply. I was so sad, as we were sms-ing earlier on too. Suddenly you wouldn't reply to me. Maybe you're busy, but maybe you're just avoiding me? We're drifting further & further baby. You're not any close to me anymore. You don't show concern when I'm down. I won't say you're not there, because sometimes I might neglect you, & not there for you too. But can't you see I'm trying to be a good girlfriend already? I don't take our pasts, to compare with how we're now. Because I know that will only make you apologizing, as though it was your fault. I already don't know what to do already people. ): I've broke down. Can't you find time to accompany me? Maybe, your love for me has faded. That's the reason I'm trying to be better. To make you love me even more.. But somehow, I failed to .. As I said, I'm not a good girlfriend, I'm a failure too. I tried not to think about you, not to miss you. But whenever I'm down, or I'm doing nothing. The first thing which came into my mind was you. Is there any ways that I can numb myself? iloveyou.. ♥

I want things to turn for the better. I hope.
& I'll try to make things better. But to make things better, you must be with me. & We have to work hard to be like how we're. That's how we get back & be happy every single day. (:

Lynn Tay ;
Cheerups lah dey! Don't care about his parents loh. You is stead with him ley, also not his parents. (: Don't think too much luh. I know you're ke lian, but not as ke lian as me! Hah. You still can meet him at least. ):
I mean. He still bothers to meet you. Mine ley? Don't even bother to. & Never even try to. -,- Nevermind luh. Hais. Cheeerup. (:
Don't keep thinking of the phrase his mother said. You two jiayou bah. :D

Mum made porridge for me, I'm going to enjoy now.
Bye peopleeeeeee ; Kukunehnehs. :D