Felicia, 16
My big day, 26th April.
Life has been tough for me.
I learn from every mistakes I've made.

Thankyou for the everything you gave, lil sweet boy.
You're always the one giving in, and I really appreciate what you did. (L)

Hello, I'm tired to the core today urh. Chatted on the phone with my lil lovely(L) until 6plus in the morning. Didn't felt tired when talking with him. (; But the phone hanged up for no good reason. But I knew why it hanged. ._. Mommy turned off the modem! And that leads to me, can't using the house phoney. D: Sucha @#$%^ right she. Spoilt my mood. :{ Was chatting till so happy lor! Puabehyaosiuuuu. The phone hanged and I msg Baby. (; And we went to sleep together yeh. And I just woke up not long ago, about 3pm. ;x Woke up and brush up, Mommy prepared food for me. It's my lunch+breakfast! {; I wanna go on a diet, fats are everywhere in my body. Especially my waist area, which makes me feel so uneasy+uncomfortable+un EVERYTHING! Makes me wanna go mad everytime when I see the fats. ._. Probably I should eat less, exercise more. :D Anyw, dknow what happen t Mommy yesterday. Treat Bro's girlf and I like we owe her money or something. Or probably her menses come laa, then anyhow throw her temper. Aiyar, she's like that. Always thinks that everything we do is wrong. -,-

Alright, I feel like getting rid of this skin alright. I'm becoming boredboredboredddd of this skin. So I feel like changing it. But I don't feel like changing to a complicated one, just a simple one. Idknow too. :) Alrighty,boobye.

Edited, 7:13pm.
Hello, I'm back. Changed skin. (; Spent around 2 hours plus just editing the codes. Headache's killing me. Dknow why I keep having headaches recently, and it's super pain one. Like gazillion of arrows poking through. Not really happy with the skin, because I don't like it. But don't intend to change it immediately too. It's my 2 hours of hard work okay! Maybe I'll change it other days lah. That manager hasn't ring me up yet, I'm not sure when can i start work, or I'm recruited or something. How I wish I could start work asap nar. :(

Things to do :
Get myself bathed. Feeling so sticky now, eew.
Takecare of my face. It's getting worst with pimples popping out.
Get myself to meet sillyboy asap, I'm missing him like mad.
Wash my clip-on extension. It's tangled all over.

Things which I wanna get :
A handbag.
My 3 quarters. Hopefully get as many colours as possible.
The pair of slippers/sandals which I saw and I like.
Gladiators.
Many tops.
But I'm not getting it so fast, I've no money! Hahahahaha.
I'll get it after I work, and have my pay. (;

Still don't know who I'm going to shop with, anyway. They have their own friends don't they. We don't say we wanna get the same things or whatever like the past already. Don't really meetup with the sisters which I'm akl with already, very frequently. They have their own lifestyle now. Even work, I can't be with my sisters. Though i din't say anything, I still went to interview and so .. But. This kinda feeling going work alone, the only girl, feels very. I don't know how to say. It's like some elephants which weighs 987654321kg pouncing on my heart. Repeating billion and gazillion times. That's why, I wanna start work as soon as possible, and I wanna work everyday. Probably contacting them less, since they're so busy.

I. WANT. TO. DRINK. GREEN. TEA.
I've finished 1 bottle of 1.5 litre already. Going downstairs to buy a new bottle again. But firstly, I need to get myself to smell nice. Off to shower!