Felicia, 16
My big day, 26th April.
Life has been tough for me.
I learn from every mistakes I've made.

Had a really nice day after school with lots'a lovables!

Took 169 to Upp. Thomson, went to curry house for our lunch. Had lots'a fun, I swear we did! And then we took a brisk walk inside the reservoir, we saw a family fishing baby lobsters. :) And we decided to have a outing this coming Saturday! Sentosa I guess, for sun-tanning. Hope we really do have fun! And hope you did, Hanwen.

Happy birthday, Shinchan.
You're the breast! :)

And thanks baby, for your understanding. I swear I din't leave you out! (;
You're the best of da besttttttt, muaaaaaaaaaahs yo.

Blogger's pissing me off, it's not allowing me to publish my post peacefully.
Argh, to hell.

My. internet. is. lagging. like. fag.
The lag is oh so- damn killing me. Faggots.

A dedication to my dearest twin. :
Please do not drop your tears anymore, upon seeing you breaking down today, in my arms, on my shoulders, it pains me. I was controlling myself not to drop down my tears too. Please... Be happy, promise me okay? It gets me upset upon seeing you being so hurt and so helpless. Don't cry anymore please, sister, I don't wish to see you with your reddish and swollen eyes. 你不应该流泪的, okay? What I can say is, it wasn't your fault at all. Why should you be the one who's getting upset and being so emotionally hurt? I really don't wish to see you like this already, because of him, you even can miss an guy that treats you so well. What matters most, is you look for the person that can give you happiness. He's not far away from you, he's always by your side... Please open your eyes. :( As a sister, I really don't wish you to be so hurt, and so upset. Like today... It hurts me. 我要看到你每天笑.

I hope you feel a 'lil better with my shoulders.
Although they aren't really wide enough. I'm glad to see you smile.
Loveyou, girl. (;

-

It's time to let go, please let go... An outsider sees everything. Everytime when you mention a break up, oh please, you're the one who initiated the break up. And yet you still blame it on her? I guess there's no need for you to do so. Even as a friend, I'll also get upset when I see her getting so hurt, but what about you, did you ever feel anything at all? You only know how to put the blame on her, and what about your mistakes? You're the one who mentioned the break up once and again to hurt her so deeply, and yet you're the one doing all those things after the break up. You're not the one seeing her break down, you don't feel anything. Do you know how her friends get so upset when she cried so harshly? You're the one who tell her you want a break up, and end up you're the one who still insist on 纠殘不清 with her. She's not your toy, whenever you want to put it aside you can leave it aside, whenever you need her you just give her an order to meet you up. Do you know what's feelings? Do you understand the meaning of feelings? Please... Spare a thought of her, and not only for yourself. I hope you really wake all your funny ideas up. I won't break the both of you up, but at least let me say something - Just give her a rest first, take it as giving yourself some time to cool down if you can change to treat her really better and I don't mean only treat her good for a few days and you go back to normal.

Cold-blooded, 冷血东物.

Edited, 11:04 PM. /
I shouldn't be weeping away for you. You don't deserve my tears. Boy, if you don't wish for me to leave then please proof it to me. Will you? I will get you back to how you are.

I'm utterly disappointed, and dishearted, lynn.
There won't be any stress for you anymore.

Thanks people: Alicia daughter, Sophina keais, Serene baobei and Laoshu.