Felicia, 16
My big day, 26th April.
Life has been tough for me.
I learn from every mistakes I've made.

Good afternoon readers.

Kind'a pleased to be back blogging @ blogger.com. Well... I just woke up. Don't know what should I blog about too. But I'm just not quite happy these few days. It's been three days since Z last texted me. I don't know why too. He's just... Sigh. In the past, he's always changing for the better and I'm actually glad that I'm the person who can change him. But for now, he's always changing too, but for the worse. I'm disappointed actually. I know that humans do change, but I just couldn't accept the fact that he says I'm at fault for his change. Why why why. I'm tired of relationships. It's always me who is giving in when quarrels occur, and it was always me. Always. Never a time he gave in, not even once in these few weeks or rather months. I'm tired, really tired. Feel like resting for awhile...

And what hurts me most is friends who backstabbed me. I didn't talk it out with y'guys, doesn't mean I'm dumb or stupid to not know what actually is happening. I just don't want to worsen things. But that doesn't give you an advantage to think that I actually do not know about it and carry on stabbing even deeper. If you think you're only using your mouth to say things behind people's back, be it the truth or something you just fabricated, and you think it's fine, then I tell you. It's not fine at all. You wrecked others' relationships. You spoilt the feelings they have for each other. Ask yourself, what do you gain from that? You feel very happy?

Ok, enough of all these venting of frustrations. But I've been bottling things up for so long that I'm going mad. I do not want to make things worse, and that's why I only mention it here. I hope y'guys will reflect on yourself too. Especially, those friends whom I'm actually quite close to.

There's this someone who added me in msn, and asked me who I am. Lol! It's hilarious isn't it. Alright, waiting for Daddy to bring my lunch back home. Wheeeeee. Love Dad. ;)

Photos will be up soon after I transfer it over to my laptop. See me @ Cafe World, bye!

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