Felicia, 16
My big day, 26th April.
Life has been tough for me.
I learn from every mistakes I've made.

t's Friday again. It feels like we've just start a new week but in an blink of an eye, it's a Friday again. Right? How time flies. And the last thing I would want to think of is about how my cambridge examinations are drawing nearer and nearer. Stress to the fucking maximum.

Tuesday was Darling's birthday. Homed after school, anticipated to our meet-up. I didn't expect things to turn out in another way. Till like 5 in the evening darling haven't even text me. I was waiting for him to be awake so that I could head over to Cwp to get my cake and rush over to his crib. However, (...) But I still rushed over to Cwp at about 5.30pm, picked his cake up and took a taxi down to his place. Hoping that I'm able to get into his house and wake him up. (I thought he was sleeping.) Went over to his place and Yongyi was outside waiting too. I've got a very strong instinct that he might not be home. Waited for a tad outside, someone who rented the room came back home and we managed to go inside. And who knows... He's really not home. I was fucking shock, fucking. To the very fucking maximum. I didn't know what to do. I was thinking, what if he doesn't comes back home? What's gonna happen to the celebration? Kept calling and calling, call everyone I could. But just unable to know where is he. I was damn fucking furious to the fucking maximum... I dread this kind of 'surprises'. I went to his place with a very excited mood wanting to help him to celebrate his birthday, and... My mood just went low low low. Well skip all this unhappy stuffs. He came back eventually. After 12345 times of spamming of calls.

Celebrated his day with him, played with cake and stuffs. Brother came to fetch me and headed back home. Happy birthday babyboy. Loveu ttm.

Wednesday:
Headed to school. I forgot what happened. I guess I met darling after school.

Thursday:
School>Home to shower and get changed>Met Darling>Homed.

Today:
- School.
- Was anticipating to meet darling, but he went mia. (Again...)
- Waited for J Sis to be done with her cambridge oral.
- Headed over to her place to 'breathe in some fresh air'.
- Waited for darling to contact me still, however didn't.
- Homed in the evening.
- Did chores the moment I got back home.
(Washed my school shoe, washed my undergarments, did the laundry.)
- Am still waiting for darling to contact me...

Gonna go for facial appointment tomorrow. My face's gonna turn so red again. :( After my facial I guess gonna do some shopping with Mummy. Wheeeee. :)



^ With relatives. Taken last Sunday over @ Microbrewery. :)