Felicia, 16
My big day, 26th April.
Life has been tough for me.
I learn from every mistakes I've made.

; You bitch.

After school, got held back by Mr chua.
Punishment. Don't know for what ? -,-
Then joined tables & all that. Ew, I don't like.
After P.E confirm very smelly one lahs! Those boys ._.

Then went home to change. & Baby's like suddenly disappear. -,-
Call him all those never answer. Never reply also.
In the end, still met him.

Around 7, found out something when I was with dawn they all, going downstairs to have dinner. After that, went upstairs. Tried calling, but can't call through. In the end, still called through. Then went outside staircase to talk. Haiyah, what she said ; i feel like asking zilong if it's real or not. But dawn they all, keep asking me not to. In the end, Shini also called zilong liao. ._. Then jiu, go in ask him loh.

So many stories, I really don't know which one to believe..
I can't really say I believe everything that zilong said..
But Meimei, also say that got bite. Zilong say never bite.
Dawn say got bite. & Said ziliang know also..
Feel like asking ziliang, but ziliang is zilong's bro.
Confirm will help him dur mah ? .. But I was thinking.. Meimei, suddenly anyhow say for what? Confirm is like, got happen or what mahs..

I'm so sad.. Who can understand how I feel ?..
Junxuan called me at night, ask me what happened.
I told her, zilong only asked shini THREE questions only.
Not about those lc all those..
I was suspecting already can ? But i still not sure..
Then I told her, maybe I believe zilong bahs..
She told me, 'you want believe jiu believe loh, don't want believe jiu don't believe loh..' I don't know what to say, but I already feel very sad liaos lur.. She say until like that, I really don't know loh.. )':

He doesn't seem to know that I'm very down..
Doesn't even tell me what've happened..
& Never even comfort me..
I cannot stand everything anymore..
I'm in such a total breakdown.. )':